Rolling With the Punches

Life in constantly changing. Everything is up in the air. Work is stressful but it's going as well as it can be, after all I am a crew member at McDonalds. The longer I am away from my church in Potsdam and my friends there the harder things seem to get. I guess I am feeling isolated and alone. There aren't many believers my age here which is hard for me, definitely not what I am used to. Every day is another challenge. To stay clean, sober, healthy and safe. To take care of myself, work hard, do what needs to be done. Rooming with friends here and although there have been some discussions of faith and beliefs, and they are completely supportive of me they certainly  are not believers. Kind of starting to feel like I am running in circles I guess. Lots and lots happening constantly. Not much quiet time or down time. I sure do miss Potsdam. I will be visiting very soon though. Plans are being made even as I type this post. Excited for friends and church and spaghetti and Bagelry but somehow it has a bitter sweet taste  as I know it will be a short trip and I will have to come back to the same thing I am doing now. So many questions about God's plans and will for my life. As always life is a basket of change and I am trying to roll with the punches. Ali bit wiser for every day lived I suppose.