what hurt the most

what hurt the most?

packing boxes

cramming them into the back of the jeep

where is she?

shes at kims

shes not here

not trying to talk me into staying

no i love you

no goodbye

no come back soon

she left soon as she knew i was going

now what?

does she think im just joking?

im not going back

i cant go back again

the last time i went back

it almost killed me

i cant go back

but i wish

i wish she had at least pretended to care

i wish

you know im sick of saying i wish

but  i wish is all ive got

i wish

and

god help me please



Attacked

Ubder attack but wont back down

hurting but i wont give in

he cant win

cuz i am bought with a price

covered by the blood

bound by my faith

the enemy cant win

the devil wont win

my daddy loves me

loves me by grace

loves me through mercy

he carries me in the moments of weakness

even now, tired and scared

My daddy is there

he loves me

loves me more than i can imagine

more than i could ever know

East to West

east to west. he spreads his arms from east to west for me. so that i could be whole. recieve his love. his mercy and his grace. he, the perfect one gave his life for me. died on the cross to save me so that i could be with him someday. how awesome is that? he really did it. he did it jsut for meand what do i give him in return? i dont deserve what hes giving me. wowzers.