sometimes it can be hard to see
to see past the pain of a broken history
to see what God is calling me to do today tomorrow and forever
it can be hard to know where and when to draw lines
when to protect my heart
when to give my heart away
there is no clear cut answer for this
no answer as to why life has been what it has been
it can be hard to understand why this life hurts as much as it does
it hurts to be hurt
it hurts even more to let that hurt heal
God is good though
he loves me and he saves me from all of this uncertainty
he fought the good fight
so that i would not have to go through this
but in the end
all i really truly know for sure
is that right here
right now
he IS here
and this hurt wont be here to stay
he takes that away because he knows as much as i do
this hurt, it just needs to go
