what hurt the most?
packing boxes
cramming them into the back of the jeep
where is she?
shes at kims
shes not here
not trying to talk me into staying
no i love you
no goodbye
no come back soon
she left soon as she knew i was going
now what?
does she think im just joking?
im not going back
i cant go back again
the last time i went back
it almost killed me
i cant go back
but i wish
i wish she had at least pretended to care
i wish
you know im sick of saying i wish
but i wish is all ive got
i wish
and
god help me please
